Thanks for letting us know much about you. Life is not easy. No matter what you experienced, or are experiencing, or even are going to experience is a fortune. Your friends are your fortune; your parents are your fortune; your goal is also your fortune. Whatever you do, wherever you go, fortune will always be with you. However, there are bad fortune and good fortune, but i'm pretty sure you will make bad fortune good and make good fortune evern better. Life may not be so easy as it seems, but must not be very tough either. Good luck! :-)